I had really bad gender dysphoria last night. It started at about like eight pm and continued on until i talked about it. At around maybe twelve am ish my sister came up to grab a cookie (shes also trans and i was sleeping downstairs cuz my room is very feminine) and she noticed i was crying and breaking down so she gave me a cookie too and we started talking. She understands because she's had gender dysphoria too of wanting to be a girl. Eventually we ended up scrolling Instagram together at around three I think but she really helped me in taking my mind off it and staying more grounded. I still have the dysphoria right now it's not as bad but it's certainly still there. I'm currently appearing more flat-chested by how I've picked my clothing even though I don't have a chest binder or anything but used what I have to be better about my chest. I also have baggier pants on right now along with a baggier shirt to try and hide what's left of my chest and it definitely works. This was my first dysphoria ever (including species dysphoria as a therian ive never had it) and it really sucked. It genuinely sucks being a girl. Sorry for just venting but I needed to get it out somehow where people who understand would hear me and be supportive. This is probably the only thing I'm posting today due to being busy and not being okay right now, so thanks for understanding. Have a nice day/night/evening/morning/afternoon/noon.
