my mind is near entirely devoid of the regular passive music and whatnot going through my head i'm having mild trouble coming up with things and thinking in general this is the second time this has happened and i fully know why, but i will not mention why, though the reason it is triggered is why i can't just rid of it like normal in the first place edit: me and phin both agree that this feels like a confusing emptiness more than anything
i'm starting to properly think again, much faster than last time anyway, i think pretty soon if i can consistently get it i'll be resistant enough to it for it to not be a problem, i've got the rest of the weekend to think this through regardless, i'll try to keep what focus i have so i can get back to functioning properly soon this feels like getting factory reset of short term memory while in the midst of trying to drive a car on an empty street in the middle of a flat desert
