sometimes i dont care anymore im too clingy im too weird and i feel ashamed i deserve this im too talkative and annoying i dont make sense ive lost hope i want to give up why am i like this i dont deserve the joys of being a kid again i dont deserve any rights maybe i should stop asking for friends its too...weird. i should just stay here and wait i should stop worrying i should not be included i want to help but i keep making it worse ive lost so much already whats the harm of losing myself
maybe one day ill go out on the street and go out with a bang. maybe one day ill learn that ill always be ignored and for a good reason im a sinful child so who cares.
