Hey everyone. I would like to apologize about what just happened this morning. I felt really anxious about becoming 18, That's what led me to stay away from my birthday, even hating to hear the word "birthday" itself, my heart felt sunken whenever I hear or see that word. But I'm feeling better now I'm also sorry if this might bought you down, and for how bit of a reckless I was... I will accept all of your gifts though!