You don't need to read It's a stupid text I'm tired of always bothering you all with these stupid speeches about my life... but anyway, let's say I'm distancing myself from the people I love because I think I'm bothering them, annoying them, and being a burden. I can't feel loved. I always feel like that annoying girl who nobody can stand anymore, who just wants to feel loved while sending someone eight messages in a row. Honestly, I probably need a psychologist or something like that because I hate telling people close to me how I feel. I know I'll just end up being that burden who drags others down with these stupid talks. I just can't stand feeling like the girl nobody wants around, the one who keeps chasing after people and begging them not to leave, I'm always the one who gets replaced... I'm the kind of girl who always needs to be with someone because I don't feel safe when I'm alone. That's my flaw. Sorry for be a burden. P.S. I feel like what I'm feeling is a huge drama, even though it's what I feel, "I always play the poor, victim-like victim" is what I always think.
I always write these texts because I want to ask for help without feeling like a pathetic person begging for it, even though that doesn't seem to be working right now.
