i don't know what to post or do in general anymore, its bumming me out. i wanna create something for you all to enjoy, but i genuinely have nothing in mind to do or show. what do i even do now? i'm burnt out and rusty, i can't get my creative side going again, and nobody even looks at my stuff anymore no matter what i put out or do. i spent so much time trying to be successful and i'm failing miserably on it, not just on scratch but on youtube too. Got so much talent, and its all for nothing. i used to be somebody, i was thriving in my prime, but now I'm dissolving into nothing. i'm fading, i'm becoming nothing, i'm constantly demotivated because of it. i don't even know why im ranting, im making myself look pathetic. nobody cares anyway. i'm tired.
what am i doing wrong
