announcement for the future of this account

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go down to the next paragraph for actual account stuff. this is for venting reasons. Hello. I've known I've said this before, but I'm sorry for being inactive. I'm probably going to take a partial hitatus from roblox, other than binge playing Bloxodachi Life, DTI or making clothing for my characters, I will remain inactive due to mental health concerns, my subconscious mind, and also because the platform is changing too much. Ever since I actually left the last person who was causing issues for me in this drama that has affected my mental health even worse even though it already got messed up in the prime of the drama. (The times when ppl wouldn't attack me) but anyway I'm also struggling because this house we are in, and even though I know it's not my actual "home," It's starting to blend into it. My dad found a mouse (potentially plural) in the garage, and if you are ancient or looking at my comments, you may recall our conversation with MIIIIICE. yeah there was mice in my house for 2-3months, and it was because this *cough* mom mouse came into our home and decided to have childrem. ;.; but anyway then he found a wasp, which was also in our house. It made me go crazy because there also was a wasp in my HOME...but anyway I also keep having these very intrusive thoughts about the drama online ppl being irl and COMING IN MY HOUSE, it's no longer just funny thoughts and jokes with online scratch friends, like ooh it would be cool if you came to my house yadada, NO. it's serial oofer they're coming to my house and ask me what my user is and all that crap and if I actually answer my user they're gonna attack me they're finding me in America. There's more, and it's...going to get blocked. Also this ends up in it happening in my subconscious mind and I had ONE nightmare, ONE creepy dream that is traumatizing, and TWO very weird and vivid dreams. this needs to STOOOOOOOOOOOOP- I need to either keep a dream journal or make a happy playlist bc all the songs I listen to are...*depressing? deep? scary?? sad? idk-* but yeah. "SYD BRO HOW DOES THIS CONNECT TO SCRATCH YOU'RE JUST RANTING" ok fine so basically I need to be more active on here and I got all of these cool ideas! but um I keep getting distracted so that's kinda why I'm taking this hitatus and I also want to work on a manga because It's slightly easier than animation and I can't even animate anymore it's probably because my drawings are too complex. but yeah I want to just STOP. AND CHILL. and maybe start off with something simple and cute then work my way up bc at this rate im not gonna be able to work on sm..but yeah. I can't work- also I don't want to actually leave, y'all make sooo great stuff and I am envious sometimes lol! but in a good way- even if you think "OHH THIS IS TERRIBLE" I like it. because I can't even do that-