TW: death, medical treatment, cancer. Please take these into notice ^^ I will be going over some pretty dark topics, so please please take the TW into notice. ----- Hey guys. I just want to go over a few things that has really been affecting my irl life so far, and my inactiveness the past few days. As stated before, this does revolve around possibly triggering topics, so please proceed with caution. To be honest, these past few months haven't been the best. Both emotionally and physically. First off, as some of ygs know, my mom was diagnosed with cancer december of 2025. Its been going well, but recently, the treatment that she has been using has been making her worse. She can see straight and has a hard time walking. Her chance of life was lowered from 87% to 75%. I know its better than what most people have, but now the possibility of my mother not being able to see me move onto collage is even more real. I also might have cancer which doesn't make it better at all. And second, a really good friend of mine died in a car accident two weeks ago. Her birthday was last Sunday. I know my loss isn't as great as her mom or her little brother, but she was one of my only true friends I had. She helped me through so much, and now I can't even say goodbye. Or tell her how much she means to me. I am not going on hiatus again, as scratch is my coping mechanism. But I hope this project explains why I have been inactive lately.
