Forgot to tell yall but i just watch the tadc movie yesterday or well on the 8th of June 2026. No spoiler, don't worry, I'll try to be vague as possible. But it was AMAZING(haha get it-) since I dressed up as Caine, and I had a Caine plushie and a Jax squishy with me while watching. I also went back to my roots, which I would explain but idk if it would count as spoilers technically But I've also just been really sad about it, combined with what happened in the movie and other stuff. Like the show has officially ended for me, and it just makes me sad that its officially over now for me, since it was my comfort show and has comforted me thru some bad times. I felt like I was growing up with it, as I've transitioned into highschool while watching. It breaks me to see it go, and as much as I want more, a season two wouldn't hit as hard and the creator already planned for it to end with one season, and Gooseworx is also just tired of the fandom which is real, knowing how SOME fans like, and I do hope they could get better, after all the drama and that they could feel better about the show and their other creations afterwards. Another thing that just made the movie hit more is also some stuff that happens in the movie which are spoilers. Which I'm not going to say just yet, but its another personal thing. So I'll post it after the episode is released on Youtube. Idk, the show really stays in tune with my irl life tho lol that it just makes me even more emotional too. Either way, I loved the episode and I loved the ending, but I suppose I have a lot of feelings about this since it was the reason I decided for my own story to be an indie animated show too, and has been one of my biggest inspirations, and I hope to see more of what Gooseworx made and see their creations in the future. Goodbye, The Amazing Digital Circus. I hope that you can come again in my dreams and remain with me for the rest of my life as I move on into the future. My comfort show and inspiration.
The artwork is by, ofc, Gooseworx on both Tumblr/Twitter/Bluesky and basically wherever you can find her acc and this artwork but im pretty sure this was also about episode 9 but was posted a WHILE AGO lol Uhh and my second reason for my depression thats a spoiler and some of the reasons why this movie made me cry multiple times would be here. Just wait for when I need to make the edit I suppose. 23/06/2026 EDIT: OOP I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS- BUT IF YOU DIDNT WATCH EPISODE 9 YET THEN DONT SCROLL DOWN || \/ But anyways the other reason why I felt sad about the ending was mostly because of Jax's abstraction. Yes, I've already seen it coming, most of us have, but for me, Jax was like one of my kinnies for most of the show, like during the middle of it, I related to the way he pushed others away in fear of showing who he truly was. I've had habits like these for a couple of years, infact its one of the reasons why I stopped being friends with a few ppl since late last year, but not exactly the main reason, but i aint talking about that anyways lol Caine already died before(Ik he came back but we found out about the abstraction before he comes back) And the reason I dressed up as Caine instead of Jax was because he died and I wanted to dress up as him as a tribute and because I related to how he was trying so hard to make his adventures good but ofc no one enjoyed them. But back to topic, the moment Jax abstracted, I felt like I lost a part of me, which ik is kinda weird but at the same time, maybe thats how wlc kinnies felt when she died(SORRY FOR ANYONE WHO DID NOT KNOW BTW-) but even tho I'm slowly becoming a better person than I was before, I still miss the fact that it felt like seeing that part of me, which I've been acting like for so long, just letting it go Sure, a bit of it is still there, like I feel like no one would accept who I truly am, but Im no longer purposely pushing ppl away now because of it and sure it may be on accident and i sometimes do it on purpose Im still starting to lose the habit now. Which is why I feel like I'm losing a part of me that I sorta just got used to and now im officially moving on and growing up now Im learning from my own mistakes now Sure, I'm still kinda like Jax, but im still learning and thats ok So the abstraction just hit me on a personal level
