Probably unsharing soon bc uhhmm anxiety related reasons :' I'm not really in the mood to make a vent right now, but I've been wanting to this one multiple times so... When I get on Scratch, or really the internet in general, I feel kinda lonely I used to have close, best even, friends on here but I feel like we've drifted apart a lot Over time I just started to not care anymore I'm not talking to them even CLOSE to as often It's upsetting like I wish it felt the same but it just doesn't... And even the people I still like... I might talk to them but I don't feel like we're friends It almost just feels fake... I'm not clingy to ppl anymore I feel kinda disconnected And I don't like or dislike it, it's just kinda... numb And also I hate myself, my art, what I do as a person sometimes, I feel a little unneeded Y'know they say sometimes we chose our favorite characters because we feel like we relate to them I love Caine (TADC)(no spoilers) because he's cute and goofy, but also he tried super hard to make the cast happy but he just didn't understand them, he wanted to be loved greatly but he wasn't, so he felt alone and like everyone hated him, some people saw him as a villain, I see him as a child that wants attention he needs but can't get I love Lightbulb (ii) because shes silly, but also because she didn't want to be without her friends, she was worried about being a disappointment to someone, and she felt like she didn't deserve being higher in the competition compared to her friends I love X (BFB) because they're the cutest little goober ever, but also because when Four was gone in BFB and X had to host, they were nervous and didn't know what to do, he messed up a few times but they tried to do their best, and I relate to that episode so much bc of it Here are a few characters I love for similar-ish reasons (SU) Steven, Spinel, (DW) Bassie, (BFDI) Two, Four, Leafy, Pin, (I can't think of more rn srry) I think you get it Sorry this is so fluffing long I felt yappy
