hello my little tide pods life has been hard to say the least its been really difficult being online on any platform. the only time i really check in is in the morning at 6am. and nobody is alive during that time. i know several people have been leavimg but for the sake of everyone here i wont be leaving even if i really want to (which i dont) i wont quit honestly i doubt anyones gonna read this since im not talked to unless im consistently online posting the 27 bajillion projects per day i feel guilty for not being here with everyone and skedaddling to other sites like DA or UV for example and sometimes i wasnt on at all ever since i took a week break to see if anyone really cared (1 person did, shoutout to them u know who u are) and basically nobody did, and nobody has really said anything else to me im just kinda,, here yk? im just a background character im just so drained honestly it takes so much effort rn just to post smth like "hey tide pods check out this cool bee i drew!!!" and im jushrrjesks so yuh idk when i'll be back but i doubt it'll cause any discourse. goodbye for now.