i feel like im slowly like drowningg i cant go too much in to specifics because scratchguidlines but i honestly just want to sleep i tell my friend s and family i sleep good but i dont. and the few times i do get sleep i only sleep about 10-30 minutes i just want too feel something even if its pain or like a trauma trigger i hhonestly am done with life i aint gonna end my self i just done like i dont know, thanks for listening
honestly i dont know who to credit so i aint sorry