HEYYY GUYSS!!!!! omg let me explain my absence, sSOOoosOsooo- you may or may not know this about me but I've struggled severely with mental health since i was 8 years old, im 16 now so its been a long struggle for me (lol) Ive been to plenty residentials, psych wards, and rehab type places- Most recently I was at a long term rtc (residential treatment center) all the freaking way in utah- which is actually about a three-ish day drive from where i live- so luckily i flew (still took the whole day -sobs-) I was there from november till june (pretty decently long time huh) BUT im finally home!! and i actually took plenty of time to draw there, all traditionally though since they didnt allow ipads or phones- although now that im back home im working with something called 'homeward bound' look it up if you want to learn more- but basically its a program for in home treatment- to help with my anxiety, depression, urges, family issues, and si- but untill theyre completely set up with my family things are going to be a bit restricted for me, especially phone usage- so i may not be as active as i was before (wish me luck bc ive missed scratch sm) (if youve read all this to here- congrats first of all and second, comment your opinion on mental health treatments) Okay, back to what i was saying, Ive been working on a lot of trauma work as well- so ive been doing a bit better in my everyday life- so hopefully the goal is to never go back to a facility again (whew thats a big goal for me so wish me luck lol) So YUH!!! anyways appologies to all my scratch friends that ive basically abandoned, @koiitto SOOO SORRY ML <33 IVE MISSED YOUUU @mo_chiii youve been in my mind dudeeeeee aaabhjhdebjka also ive missed you @FoxmoonTheWarrior YOU TOO POOKSIIIIEEEEE @LemonadeCatKingdom and ofc YOUUUUUUU AAAA (and all my other buddies here on scratch, youre not forgotten!) SO! what i was saying is that i did fill 2ish sketchbooks when i was away// so either expect this to be reshared with some ~ARTTTT~ or expect an art dump REALLLYYY SooON and its gonna be BIGGG i did a whole lot of art, and improved a bunch too!! SO PLEASEE STICK AROUNDD!! (if you arent following me, do check up on my profile so that you can see it bc im actually quite proud of what i did!!) LOVE YOU GUYSSSS!!!! this actually means so much to be to everyone whos actually read this so i love you all so freaking much <3
please take this message as an awareness reminder- you never know what someone may be going through- so be kind! <3 (also take this as an opportunity to share your personal mental health story to spread awareness!! plus i wanna know, id love to be a support) new # im making, feel free to use- #mentalheathawarenesssaveslives