so I'm still a bit hopeless ngl. life isn't getting much better. I'm only pushing through right now out of pure spite of Emily (who I don't think has even looked at the resources given to her by my doctor to help me find a therapist). I've managed to push back any thoughts of harming myself but they're still there, waiting for that one moment when I get overwhelmed by this whole situation once more my nose is scabbed up because - surprise! - I cant stop scratching. at least one side is. I've been able to get on dc and call with friends when I'm able to (7am est - 330 pm est) so if you have it, I suggest adding me if ya want to talk with me someplace else :> user - ghosti333333 (please note that I go kinda crazy around friends so please expect there to be some weird things said if we get in call with them) also going to an arcade with my aunt today so... yayyyy!! (this means I wont be available starting at 230 pm est)
also btw, if you've left a supportive comment, thank you <3 I haven't responded because of 2 factors 1.) I run out of time to do so 2.) I just don't know HOW to respond (usually this one)
