TRIGGER WARNING I talk about serious topics here. Scratch Team, I ask you don't remove this post. If you require me to edit something within it, tell me (via scratch because I don't look at my email often) or edit it yourself. I'd prefer this to stay up. ----------------------------------------------------- hi, i'm still alive. last night I attempted to overdose on my sleep medication, but underestimated my body's resilience to it, along with a few other factors. I eventually threw it up and slept in the restroom. I'm sitting in bed right now, recovering. My mother and brother don't know, as my brother worked night shift and my mother was asleep the entire time. I told her that I just felt sick and that I wanted to stay home. She thankfully didn't dive too deep into it. I'm sorry for making everyone worry. I really am. I feel selfish and guilty for putting that grief on my friends and people who saw that post. I asked my mom to set up appointments with my therapist and psychiatrist already. People on here also said a lot of nice things. A few people were kinda insensitive but I guess that what I get for bringing up a topic like this to Scratch. I thank all of those people who did say kind things. They meant a lot. I don't know how to asses my mental state right now, or if I want to try again. I wanna thank andy airrow and pylon for helping me through that night and reaching out to me to make sure i'm okay. Helped me ignore the pain in my gut and head. I can't really think of a conclusion to this post. I'm sorry to noodle and Kris the most. I made them worry too much. I may respond to people, I don't know.
