heloo guys so i have a tmd (temporomandibular disorder) which is basically jaw pain in the muscles and jaw joint so i now cant open my mouth too wide without my jaw cracking really loudly. ive had this since mid december but didnt think it was anything i should pay attention to so i never said anything abt it, which ultimately made it become worse, with my jaw locking and causing (moderate) pain in half of my face. so essentially its a lot harder for me to sing, but im still trying my best to do what i can for lines! additionally, bc im old and crippled, i have to prepare to take my sat which is super important if i want to go to a good college since i plan on going on a biomedical/health science track. if you dont know what an sat is, its a standardized college admissions exam, determining college readiness in students. i just finished ap calc ab/bc (thank god omg), so now i have to rewire my brain to be able to quickly determine and answer math questions that i learned a few years ago. also, i think the reading and english sections are going to kick my booty bc everything is super subjective, and the only way to improve is continuous practice. im trying to aim for at least a 1500 (full score is 1600), so this means i really have to prepare all of summer, as im taking this exam in fall beyond that, im also doing drivers ed, which im doing kind of late (according to all my friends who got their permits at 15 and license the second they turned 16). this means im learning for the length of a school day... and then on days where im not doing drivers ed im either doing volunteer work at a kids gym for individuals on the spectrum, at the ice rink for practice (since im a figure skater), or at the ice rink for work (im empl0yed) all of this means that i will be checking scratch less and it might take me even longer than it takes me now to see/reply/record anything so pls pls be patient with me, ty!
no, im not going on hiatus, im just going to be less active and try not to cause too much pain in my jaw while hopefully not crashing a car <3 also im going to reveal my grades from this school year! ap calculus ab: 83 ap calculus bc: 84 ap seminar: 97 ap world history: 92 biomedical technology honors: 96 chemistry honors: 92 ib mandarin hl: 98 english honors: 92
