its been 'a while' since i've posted and frankly, i don't expect for this project to be seen as much as almost ALL of my vent projects are un-noticed but i've been beginning to notice alot of my 'friends' either A) suffer in silence B) hate me for something i don't recall C) tell others lies and finally, D) they quit whatever they're doing out of nowhere because of an issue being built up over and over again to those of you who have intentionally made those people suffer..! look in the mirror for a moment and question the monster you, yourself have become. to the people who have suffered i'm sorry. i want to help you, truly! but i can't if i'm not being told whats going on you will get better you can move on. and its okay to take breaks. but don't let yourself suffer in silence, because that is simply NO way to live. we all have our own issues, big or small. and they will all impact us the best you can do is talk to someone about it express yourself let someone help you. now that thats out of the way, i need to get something off of my chest if you're not interested in looking at this last string of text, you may click off, its not important to you to the person whom has caused the most chaos in my life you know who you are. you know. i haven't forgotten about you. you think you can break others hearts and move on just like that? after everything you've done. i treated you with kindness when you gave others despair behind our backs. i'm done. i'm tired of looking for you i'm tired of picking up clues that only shed light on how much of a horrible person you are. you've had bad things happen to you, sure. but it is no excuse to constantly jump the gun and leave when things don't go your way. and to support someone who has done vile things, just because they are your friend..? how disgusting of you. i want to forget about you, but you loom over my mind constantly, waiting to snatch my joy. no amount of 'i'm sorry!'s or 'please forgive me!'s can EVER get rid of that horrible, disgusting person you are. you. make. me. sick. if you stuck around for.. whatever reason, congrats! you get nothing. have a good day, whoever you are.
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