₊˚ ✧ ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ✧ ₊˚ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ ₊˚ ✧ ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ✧ ₊˚ Hey all, I do feel bad, sometimes I lose confidence for no reason. You know, I have low self-esteem. I don't have stage fright, I'm not scared to go in front of people and present. But here's why I kinda feel like deleting the account. No, actually, I don't want to erase all my hard work. Sometimes, I feel like ragequitting, sometimes for a reason but most of the times, for no reason. Really, many of you have been asking me these same questions like, 'How are you?' or 'Are you okay?', now I wonder how many times must I repeat myself!! Okay, here's a straightforward answer: Great, I guess, but I only keep procrastinating IRL (in real life) tasks, homework and exam studies JUST BECAUSE OF SCRATCH!! You know Scratch is soooooo addicting, sometimes, even when I get no messages, have homework to do, still, I randomly scroll through Scratch! It's so annoying, I can't make myself do my homework. That's honestly why I feel like I must get temporarily banned. I remember I was out of Scratch, I did change my password for real during the last week of April till my Scratcheversary, but I still had to come, for Scratch Week, yet I didn't check my messages. No help.... Always some event needs to happen... I always have the pressure to finish projects really quick, even when I don't.... ...which is the same reason I barely finish projects for events... ...titled UNDONE/WIP. I might just go on a hiatus soon. (oh, there'd be no use) ToT Oh, I never cry, and I don't know why. I simply can't... *sobs deep inside my heart* ₊˚ ✧ ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ✧ ₊˚ • ʚĭɞ̠ ᴍᴀʀʏᴀᴍᴀʀɪꜰ_1811 ʚĭɞ̠ • ₊˚ ✧ ━━━━⊱⋆⊰━━━━ ✧ ₊˚
