((TW: Mention of death, bulling, mean words, hate)) Ok, so... I lied THIS.. is a vent. But NOT an air vent!!! If you don't give a mouse-tail about my problems, just, y'know, leave I guess. Ok.. here goes! ------ Ok so i've been bullied but who hasn't? But it's fine. Yeah anyway so for a while now, i keep of thinking of ki//ing myself because that's just my mind. So, HOPEFULLY, as you know i have AuDHD (Autism and ADHD). My class and i were playing tips and i was in. Great (i'm being sarcastic). I tip this brat (we'll call him Jet-ski), who's like "i bet she won't get anyone". So, this guy is ALWAYS fat-shaming me when he's like this obese whale and THE reason double doors exist, and i slap him because i hate him and surprise, this ABSOLUTE WEAKLING couldn't handle that. So he goes and tells on me because i'm so mean and rough, like, BROSKI, are we really doing this? Anyway, i go and sit down because i don't give a paper bag about him, and he comes over and uses this REALLY annoying tone and starts going on about how i can't even run. So, um, i pray that he dies. Like this: "Dear Lord, PLEASE let him die a painful death. Amen." ...Not my best moment... ANYWAY, he says something again- like this: Jet-ski: *something annoying* Me: I hate you on so many levels. Jet-ski: Same. WELL NAH ANYWAY, i sit somewhere else because Jet-ski's massive body is taking up half of the state, and then... THIS happens: Bluebelle (@Bluebelle0408 / Friend): Hey May! ACK- *children screaming at her for some reason* Me: Hey Belle. Some random kids: *screaming* Me: *looking at sky, trying to hold back tears and not choke these freaking kids* Rando child: WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT, DAY?? Bro that's not my name ToT ALSO, these kids i don't know are screaming at me, Jet-ski is being SO FREAKING ANNOYING, and, now, tears are forming. THANK YOU, UNIVERSE, WHAT IS IT?! CHRISTMAS?? Anyway, I start laughing and like feeling like I'm absolutely losing my mind! FUN!! But, if you thought the fun ended there, you're WRONG. Because stupid f@t-as Jet-ski comes over with M.B and Vilit and some other people to annoy the remaining crap out of me. YAY. So, as tears are streaming down my face, and i'm laughing and just wow. Memories like tis make up my childhood, i guess. Whoo! *sniff* Now i have to go to therapy. Once a week at school and once every month. *sob* Anyway, that's, uh, my wonderful life right there! Yaaaay. Um, ok bye guys! Love yourselves, please!
