Chapter 4.5 - Sunday: It was almost 8:00pm and I was getting lonely, no one was on the chat. So I turned to the only other thing I could think of; my playlist. I climbed into my bed, hugged my knees and opened up the Youtube and I groaned, I must have been half asleep naming this: Mah Fave Musics. I snorted and decided not to change it. Okay, the songs in the list shouldn't be as bad as the name right?.... RIGHT? I clicked the playlist, I must have really been having a bad day and now it was late, my mind was actually working now. 'Cupid? Case 143?' I whispered, 'I am really having trouble with this crush thing.' My eyes teared up as I looked at the next song: 'A Thousand Years?' I clicked it quickly, 'Yeah, I need to cry for a bit.' As I listened to the song I read through all the song on my playlist: Cupid Rude Strategy Case 143 Maniac Chk Chk Boom Fight Till I'm Good Enough Youtiful A Thousand Years It just kept going, I closed my eyes. Maybe I didn't want to think about reality, no wonder I felt so alone whenever I wasn't doing something. No wonder I was so sensitive with some songs. I felt tears falling down my face. Please stop I told myself, but I couldn't stop them coming down. I gave up and lay down. I waited until the song finished and I lay there in silence and I think I fell asleep. I was standing in a garden or a park, somewhere outdoors. I looked around, I was wearing a beautiful blue dress, standing next to a random boy in a suit. I looked in front of me and saw him, Ethan. He was also wearing a suit, my brain self realised I was going to prom. Why was I even going to prom? We didn't have prom here. I looked at him and it occurred to me that he was with another girl. I felt like I recognised her, but I couldn't quite figure it out. All I knew was that I was jealous, why couldn't I be his date. Some other girl got to be his date and I couldn't. I was about to turn my back to him when I woke up.... (Ch 5: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1331099370)
