very unfinished crappost i sent my crush a note and have been having anxiety attacks all day im not fine they make me die inside i wwish i was gay and they emailed me back but they read it wrong and thought it said lied, not liked and ive been tremblin and panicking the whole day but i have stayaway camp for a week starting tommorow an i don't want to ruin that but ill also be away from my computer. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE PLEASE!!! oh god im so scared bro im taking this down soon i hate being vulnerable im literally trembling