my time is almost up and done, my irl friends tell me to oof myself, my mind is always racing, telling me I'm worthless, and I'm always stressed, I make stupid animations and stupid characters, bullies assault me, I get spit on, my parents expect me to be perfect, this earth is basically my eternal hell, and I just want to end all of it, p.s. I'm feeling better but I still want to end it.