I want to $u*c!d3, but I don't like pain. It makes me feel pathetic. Weak. Stupid. So I try to make myself feel pain more so I can just maybe one day, stop myself from hurting.
"So... you sh?" "Yeah.." "Where are the cuts from the knife?" "..." "I didn't use one." "But sh only uses knives.. Right??" "No...." (Other forms of sh also include hair pulling, biting, scratching, and pinching. Sh is not only about knives, it's about harming yourself while conscious without needing to do it. It still counts as sh even if you don't enjoy it, it is sh as long as you intentionally harm yourself.) "So... you sh?" "Yeah.." "Where are the cuts from the knife?" "..." "I didn't use one." "But sh only uses knives.. Right??" "No...."
