So uh, hi. I originally tried recording but it wouldn't let me. We'll. I'm sorry guys. Idk if I will even be able to actually come back. Not during the summer at least. I thought it would be easier scratching during summer break but it's just a lot more stressful. Everything I even look at scratch I just feel stress, anxiety, and like I'm failing. I just have too much going on. First of all, I am NOT leaving. Not yet at least. Still thinking about it. I really need help guys. I will still do the nest game but can yall from the plot studio give me a hand? Like maybe with coding or the voice auditions? I'm sorry. Idk if I can even get MAP parts done. I'm sorry. Idk what else to say. I used to not understand this drained feeling I always feel like when I was younger I would think "what? How can yoy get tired of scratch XD" but it's true. It's so true. And I've realized how much I've been thinking I'd it all the time. I've realized that I'm addicted. And a bit of a people pleaser. I'm not trying to be mean or make people sad....the more I think of leaving the more-gosh darn it- I wish I was. I don't want to make people sad but I can't keep on neglecting my own well-being. Thanks for reading. Any comments or questions may or may not be replied to. Truth is I don't know how to stay.
