WAIT:______________________________________________ Please hit the flag so I get views, I don't get the view | unless you click it! |——————————————————— I'm just a teenager who's hopeless I'm just a teen who can't cope with this It's not the lovely feeling of bliss I think I made you pissed It's the fact I haven't been blessed It's the realization that I should have never confessed I've lost all hope of redemption, try to avoid attention Avoided going a different direction I don't have a single connection I don't have friends not one I hate myself *pulls out a gun* I'm a teenager who's lost hope, only knows how to mope, And what the hell is "cope" Because I've lost all recollection Will you tell me where I'm messed up what section Everywhere you screwed up to every hair What's the chance I'll catch my balance NONE so I hold up a gun Because the war hasn't been won It had never even begun But when it does imma lose It's not my choice cuz I can't choose Death and life, Hell and heaven Between the choices I always choose the latter Yes I'm flattered, but no I've never mattered Good and bad, Happy and sad I always take the latter Even tho its not like my opinion will matter ____ go to Jupiter to get stupider I didn't need to travel to get stupider I'm in the worst place, now don't say it to my face I'm in a never ending race, I can't keep pace I'm not going to ace, probably cuz imma waste I have no creativity, humanity, sanity Health checks aren't mandatory I hate my story, righting a rhyme about my feelings Right now i got some sad feelings for no reason tho Lotta self hate, oh I'm easily hateable (crying over the sink) I'm not relatable (I think) Imma go to prison, I've commited treason, I was always a target for teasing, always left me pleading I'm sobbing, don't deny your laughing I'm feeling strong emotions, can't stop the corrosion Hopes are going through erosion They're packing there stuff and leaving Come to think of it I don't remember meeting
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