Why do ppl keep emotionally connecting w/ me? They always- ALWAYS get hurt. I hurt too many ppl. I love them, they end up loving me . . Then, we get too close. We collide. I don't get hurt that much bc I anticipate it and brace for it. But I can't push the brakes. It seems impossible. For some reason, I crave for the connection. I know EVERY single time is going to be the same. Yet, I put myself out, try to be easy to talk to.
