So like I'm always on my computer (yes an problem) but at this rate its my comfort..better than talking to real people..better not really getting a lot of judgment..and not getting hit because I'm making mistakes..or getting yelled at..My mom always hit me or yell at me if I do an mistake like using voice tones..like what? and Istg I got angry issues so like sometimes I tell my little brother I'll hurt or even ch0ke him,because like he's annoying like those popular boys groups or boy army type shyt..and like I swear its my mom's fault why I bricking use my brother as my punching bag..I swear..and the only keeping me calm in my bricking house is that at night time when everyones asleep I can be comfy and with my plushies (yes I love them all) and thats it..and the $tupid internet too..even though it traumatized me when I was at 1 or 2nd grade iykyk (I post that vent at my main account) but Its somehow comforting..posting things I know my friends and family member wont see like im lesbian etc..and Istg my family are always comparing..and my mom be like "Oh Kai (i hate my irl name so i wont be using that) you HAVE to learn vietnamese,and chinese more" but she's never went to collage (mind shes from vietnam but still) and she doesn't really know how to speak and write chinese so yeah..this account I might jst rant about my day or dumb storys I wanna share out.
