(TW: MH, SH, Tumors, cysts, doctors) Everything hurts so much right now. Physically and mentally. I wanna talk to my partner about it but I'm scared. and when I hint about talking about it I don't think he fully comprehends it. My friends are telling me doing all this dating is gonna end up really bad and I know..I know that their gonna leave me eventually. No matter how many times they say they wont. I've been through this enough to know its true. He's gonna get bored and leave. Or he's gonna get annoyed that I'm asexual and leave. Just like everyone else has. Its just a matter of time. I also live in a very conservative home and they don't support me. I just wanna be me without being scared. and I'm terrified of making my friends worried about myself. And going to the doctors scares me cause what if they notice my SH? I go to the doctors often cause I have chronic migranes and I get cysts/tumors often. That's all for now. Byeeee
