hey guys, as you can see in the title, im taking a hiatus, heres why: basically what has happened is my mom took my driving 2 days ago, and yelled at me in the car bc i was making mistakes, and said if i made another mistake she was gonna call my bf and tell him to break up with me, i like broke down at the wheel and she yelled at me to stop crying. yesterday, about 1 hour before picking up my bf, i went upstairs to lay down, i was tired, my mom yelled come downstairs or else your never seeing sam again and youre breaking up with him. so i gen lost it and broke down AGAIN and she continues to yell at me to stop crying and I try talking to sam abt it but she went through our messages and told him it was all fake. i bought my phone with my own money and ive told her MULTIPLE times not to go through it because i have PRIVATE messages in there. and then when i was with sam she wouldnt stop talking bad about me in front of him so i started crying and sam was like comforting me and my mom told him to stop that i was being overdramatic, then this morning, she TURNED OFF ACESS TO TALK TO ALL OF MY CONTACTS, i cant talk to my bsf, my friend group, NOT EVEN SAM, NOT EVEN MY DAD, just her, and im supposed to go to my dads house today and it really hurts when i cant talk to him or sam because i actually broke down, like im supposed to be at volleyball practice right now, but i broke down and like still am crying and i cant do it anymore with her and she continues to yell like its my fault, but shes taking out all the anger from the divorce out on me, and it hurts and i confronted her abt it and she js yelled again like i wanna live with my dad but that would mean quitting spop and ily guys so much and all of you guys are here for me <3 i gen wanted to slap the sugar honey iced tea out of her yesterday so bc of this im taking a break from doing lines + covers cause my nose is like rlly runny bc of this love you guys <3 ps.. may come back if i get 20+ sweet notes
