I don't know if anyone will even read this, since my profile is dead, but if you're here, it'd be nice if you could just read this. I know I've been really.. absent on scratch for a while. I've slowly lost interest in scratch and RD, due to most of my friends and people I liked are gone, like @THE_MEEP111 for example, but not limited to him of course. because of all of this, I have found no use for scratch for the past couple of months. even when I was being jumped by a hacker, I didn't even care anymore. I've been busy enjoying my summer break and trying to live my best life before I return to school all over again. nothing really interesting has happened, so... I have been practicing my writing skills.. a lot, mostly writing my own "Warriors" and "Survivors" stuff, sort of like writing books for them. I have a huge love for writing, and I enjoy making my own stuff. warriors and survivors are both book series' written by Erin Hunter. pretty sure you've most likely heard of warriors at least. kind of brings me to my point... I've seen a lot of warriors comics/books and stuff written here on scratch, and I always thought that kind of stuff was "corny" or "cringe." I was one of those people. recently though, I've become a lot more open-minded, watching and looking at stuff that I used to think was cringe, and I feel a little more free... including the warriors comics/fanfics stuff. you could say I've been sort of inspired by them. I WANT to come back to scratch, to rebuild what I've lost by being inactive, but I don't want to come back just for RD anymore. I'm going to try, look at, and post a lot of different things now. I'm going to branch out. at least, I think. maybe, just maybe.. I'll write my own stuff too, like warriors or survivors. one problem though, is that I'm not good at drawing. so, if I ever were to make one of those.. then it'd most likely just function like an actual book and not have any pictures, just words. I don't think that'd be much of a problem though. guess that's why there's an author and an ILLUSTRATOR. maybe I'll try to find someone who's actually good at drawing. though, I'll sort of need to spread the word, unless... (wink wink?) I've been thinking about this for a long time, way longer than you think, yet I only announced it now because I was anxious of what people would think of me. I finally mustered up the confidence to do this. I might do this, I might not. it really depends if I find others like me.. other fans of warriors or survivors. others that would like to see something like this, or i'd have no reason to do anything here anymore. I think I'll do this. I think I can. I want to find others like me. sorry for yapping a lot, I tend to do that when I'm talking about something important to me, or others. just goes to show how much I really want to branch out here on this platform. if you really did read until the end, then I personally thank you for actually listening. I have no doubt that most will just ignore this, but you didn't. I don't know how you'll take this, but I really hope it isn't in a bad way. I want to do a lot more on here, and I want to try new things. i've wanted to be a writer for a LONG time now, even if I'm willing to start on here, a coding website. I hope that you, the reader, are supportive about my decision. I don't know if I'm making a mistake posting about this, about me finally expressing these feelings I've had for years. I dont know if people wont like me for this, or if they will, but I know there is a community out there that will support this. I NEVER announce stuff like this, and this might be the only time I ever do. nothing much will happen for a bit, but just know.. I'm already actively brainstorming characters, plots, settings, everything. you might see something from me soon, just give me a couple of months. I hope I made the right choice. I hope I don't regret this. np1 out. lost interest in it all, but eventually it WILL happen, I hope.
