Hiatus.

Instructions

Don't ask when I'll be back because I won't answer. And I won't answer because I don't know the answer. If I feel alone when surrounded by people, then it's better to be alone. That way, at least I won't be hurt by expectations. There's an amazing person who will read this project and understand exactly what I'm talking about. Expectations. We both agreed on one thing: they're HORRIBLE, they make our lifes a nightmare. The vast majority of expectations hurt. I had expectations that everything would finally be alright, but it's not. I had expectations that my friends actually adored me, but I'm starting to think some of them just like to see me from behind. In math class, Sarah sits next to Daisy, Penguin sits alone, and Soul sits next to me. But in the rest of the classes, Soul and Sarah sit side by side (by their own choice, they like each other romantically) and sometimes Penguin sits next to Daisy and Lasagna sits next to me (she's not exactly my friend, we're just classmates, but according to the seating chart she should always sit next to me) Since we have an exam coming up, we had a supplementary math class today. Daisy was going to sit next to Sarah, but decided to give her seat to Soul, who was already sitting next to me, and who then moved to sit next to her. And when I realized it, Daisy was sitting with Penguin. What does it say about the person I am if none of my friends want to be by my side? What does that say about me if nobody invites me out (much less just me and one other person), but Penguin and Daisy went to the beach (again) just the two of them and didn't even think to invite me? Oh and btw what does it say about me that my fav song is "The bird song" and that when I'm completly alone I hear "Miss Wanna D¡e" non stop? What does it say about me that my best friend is Whiterose? I mean at least I think she is Isn't that pathetic? My best friend being an OC? I guess she's the only one who hears me I guess she's the only one that knows what I feel I guess she's the only one that actually cares about me I know I've been unfair to two or three people just now but honestly idc I'm doing a hiatus because I need to solve all this stuff But the main reason is because I think I'm going crazy and you guys don't have to put up with me like this Not that anyone really wants to know. Not that anyone actually cares Geez big vent. I acutally wanted to wite more but, then again, you don't deserve to hear me talking like this and about this Anyways see ya when I come back Or when I come to pick up refs for MAP parts