I keep comparing myself to others even though I have a psychiatrist now I just feel like I'm just causing them trouble. its So awkward now and in my classroom when I left. It's summer break. Um Like right after I left The homeroom I started crying silently and I didn't want to look Vulnerable on the bus. So I cover my face for the rest of the time but I've been crying for like I was crying a while at home actually too. I even dyed my hair. No, not dyed but highlighted it Red. Which is cool but I feel exhausted every single day and I'm really isolated now and I don't talk much anymore and I just feel like A crushing weight. Like I'm too much. I feel hopeless and guilty. And I just feel like I don't want anybody to hate me.... And everything is so unfair.
Sorry guys
