I am truly sorry for this project but it was going to happen eventually, I just gave in and this is the result. I've been contemplating in posting this because I didn't want to make more things about me, but here we are. before I start I just want to apologize for everything. I'm sorry I don't post projects often. I'm sorry for not being kind enough. I'm sorry for not helping. I'm sorry for making things about me. I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time. I've come to a final conclusion. the next thing I post after this will be the last. Before you get upset at me just know there are so many reasons why I have come to that decision. I'll give you the three most prominent ones 1) I'm only getting older. I'll be 18 this year. There is no reason I should be on this ebsite no matter how much joy it brings me 2) Recently my boyfriend got in accident and I feel very guilty (don't worry he is doing fine), so I just want to spend more time with him 3) I feel like a lot of people are tired of me on here. I've had that feeling for a while now and it only gets stronger everyday After being banned for three days, as difficult as it was to not communicate with you all, it lifted a invisible weight off my chest. I didn't feel obligated to work on my next project and other things. I'm sorry I don't have messages to leave anyone on here. I feel like I only have one real friend on here but I'm scared that they're tired of me. As for the others I've connected with just know you did make my life lighter in ways I can't describe. I hope that I was able to leave a similar impact on you guys. You truly deserve the world and back. Therefore, I'm sorry for not being a good enough friend to give it to you. I hope you can find someone who could and will. It was a honor to meet so many amazing people but my time is coming to an end soon. I love you so very much my cubs ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ I will miss you all even if you think I wont.
