letters I can’t send • a maplestar srp

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hey oakpaw, I know we haven’t caught up in a while both of us chasing our dreams and everything but I just wanted to say thank you for being my brother for being with me through thick and thin. I always remember when we would play in camp and we would giggle and laugh I haven’t seen you in a while but I know you’re with me why wouldn’t you be? you have since I was a kit, and you will be until I die I love you - - - tortrixblight, how to even begin? someone once told me the amount of good things in your life depends on your ability to notice them since then, I can’t see you any other way you were the good thing in my life and I couldn’t ever take my eyes off of you I love you - - - my dear licoricefire I will find you in every lifetime even if I had a hundred lives, and lived each to the most of its possibility I will meet you there somehow and I was so very blessed to spend those moons with you I love you - - - bluebellcrest, oh its been a while, hasn’t it? you were my best friend some might ask what even is a best friend in my opinion, a best friend is special, different, it’s someone that you can totally trust that always has your back. in some ways, a best friend knows you better than you know yourself that’s what you were my best friend I love you - - - delphine, in case you didn’t know, you are the absolute best cat I have met and there’s no one, or nothing else, that could ever change that thank you for being like a mother to me and everyone else even if it didn’t end well. I hope one day you can forgive me that we can talk just once more before I pass and I can tell you the stories of the clan you raised perhaps we can laugh again, like we all used to. . . . - - - my little empyreankit, even though you didn’t make it to the end of your story, I’ll always make sure to have a corner folded down on your page you were one of my favorite chapters I love you - - - fablekit… my storyteller of all the lives that exist I am so happy to be your mother in this one I will always be your mother I love you - - - my friend and deputy, jessaminefaith if I could chose the cats in the world a thousand times over I would still chose you every time I’ll survive the worst ive had many many cats in my life but only a few have been irreplaceable and you are one of them I hope you rest well - - - fulminarekit, my darling kit I’m not sure what I did to deserve all that you gave me but thank you for being in my life I love you - - - hiraethhalo, I speak of kindness, yet I know I have hurt cats you included. it may not have been me that struck you down that day, but it felt as if I was responsible I speak of healing, but I still revisit what hurt me what hurt /you/. you and your siblings constantly swim through my head I speak or happiness, but I still get sad. I hope you can forgive me one day I am so proud of you I love you - - - oh snugvow… I have wronged you in so many ways I did things I never should’ve done please. you have to forgive me. we can’t live in hate forever because in the end, none of us have long in life or death, life is fleeting I /cared/ about you I still do, you must know that I can’t bear the thought of how I won’t be able to tell you again I love you. - - - serenademarvel, you can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went you can swear and curse the fates but when it all comes to an end you have to let go I apologize for everything I did how I wasn’t strong enough to keep you safe but there isn’t anything I can do now I’m sorry I love you. - - - enchantedmask, I hope you can know you will never be overshadowed by another cat. a waterfall wouldn’t sound as pretty if it didn’t have rocks in its way. you, my dear, are one of the most beautiful waterfalls I have ever seen and I love you through all the struggles you might’ve had I love you. - - - and to everyone else… everyone I have ever loved who might not be with me anymore I still have things I want to tell you small things… something that happened today a joke you all would’ve liked then I remember, and ending no one could’ve guessed just time moving forward and taking you with it somehow the world kept going just like it’s supposed to but somedays most days mine still stops with you and every day since has been everything after you I love you I always will