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#1 I wont make it to 16 Ive actually gone insane I don't feel anything It doesn't hurt me anymore Was 24 times enough for you? I love everything I love everything I love everything I love everything Things will change Things will change Things will change Hahhahahahaha Lmaoooo Whats wrong with me I hope i get r again Turn my skin black and blue Make it a 3rd time I deserve it Lol Im not taking this serously I don't wanna make it to my birthday I think im the only self aware person on this planet Do you ACTUALLY understand that we are living in world full of purity and joy? Or is it all an illusion to mask away from the true dark depths of bitterness and memories. Im really self aware That we are actually Human Its weird I can't explain it No no, No one will beileve me But I know we aren't This is all fake right? What if we aren't actually alive What if we aren't actually kind What if we aren't actually fleshy What if we don't actually get hurt What if we are living a lie Which we are But still, It's all so funny and laughable to me To think that we are just naive living beings And that our purpose is to die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, die, and give life, Until the cycle ends Would it? Im going to attempt again Hopefully it works With a cable cord Or a glass bottle Or i will tip over my book shelf Or with a pillow But not with a rope Thats too boring.. I want a disgusting brutal death One that will shock everyone One that will give me the attention I crave Hopefully, my body gets used when its lifeless And pale And cold And bendable And corrupt I can also just lay in bed Until my body can't handle it anymore And eventually I'll just die right there Haha That sounds so awesome Now that I think of it Ill just reborn again Or will I? What actually happens after death? I don't care I hate this How do I express it Without getting help? Lol its okay Its going to end soon Sooner than you think! :♡.•♬✧⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾*+:•*∴o