uhmmmmmm. . .Hi. Hello. Hey. . barely no one would care to read this buut eh idc anyways lemme say random current things cuz why not listen to somebody's life story, it's pretty interesting yk? anyways broo ahh i've seen so many- or BEEN in pretty few relationshipss uhhh NOT realisticly but maybe through online ig (why am i saying this) but like- LIKE- I'VE NEVER EXPERINCED REAL LOVE YK OR HAD ANYONE SAY THEY LIKE MEE EEEEKK <33333 what am i doing?! WAKE UP THIS AINT REAL RIGHT? LIKE NAH HE CANT BE FR ARGHHH (we went thru 2 confessions knowing we like each other) AND HECK WHATS LEFT?? study. JUST FEW MONTHS AND HONESTLY IM OUTTA SCHOOOOL. . . which ain't fun. NOT cool man. .. .whats next? collage. life. adulthood. nawhh HELL NAH WDYM WE'RE INTO HALF OF THE YEAR ALREADY? LIKE 6 MONTHS GONNA PASS BRO U CANT BE SERIOUS I BARELY FELT LIKE 2026 STARTED. and now you're saying, im getting closer to end of school years? I- i. . . can't seem to think straight, nor feel what i am feeling rn. am i happy that im boutta get outta school and go away from stress? that i might move on and finally have some teenage-life? and might JUST MIGHT. . . a dream, a wish, a small hope.. that he might- or could he? idk man, idk. or am i just sad? depressed? worried? feared? stressed? anxious? SCARED? am lacking emotions atp. nothing feels real. i genuinly hated myself all these days. i never knew how to love myself. but. . . He showed me something. . (put ur dirty minds away ew) a small. . . feeling. something that- i can't explain in words but. He seems to be the 'one', the missing piece. something i've been wanting to reach for all my life, feels so close. . . H O P E they way he talks to me everyday, i feel myself actually healing, i feel M Y S E L F. he made me realize that. . i E X I S T . and everything is R E A L. . . and.. and-.. made me actually-. . L O V E myself. few years-, okay maybe around 3 years i've been onto him ngl, at first or until now i thought ''its just a crush'' well uh yk how NORMALLY ppl have crushes? and then move on after school years- or idk and u get another crush? man... i was so hooked i didn't realize we was on the same boat. funny right? i have so much to say, but its so long so imma keep most stuff -unfinished, -//- other than that, am failing exams. urgh. i feel like am a whole disappointed to my parents, a mistake and maybe they deserve some. .- other better, perfect child. right? i mean, am filthy bro, AS H E C K. yet- i still remember the day he said ''u cute yk'' . . . i died on spot. well, i've got plenty of compliment but dude why that so- UNreal?? wym? WDYM?? EXPLAINN?? he keeps saying like ''i cant bring myself to hate you bro, just saying'' and more other- convincing conversations. . . ehehe. o-o'' . . . WHY AM I SAYING THESE- Maybe cuz idk to whom to say all these, so i just drop these around on a social, especially on scratch. It pretty much feels fun and people-ey althought i miss a bunch otha friends and besties <# i'll forever miss ya'll, but tbh i hope u guys are enjoying life out there, and. . . doing okay. :> anywaayayyyssssss-. . . end of session! might do more if i uhm have other stories to tell. ^^ -Snowy 20/6 any questions? maybe a lot, so don't ask. Keep it. (jk) Font: https://fontmeme.com/fonts/corrupted-typewriter-font/ Music: Sign - DEAMN Summary: Love Yourself.
