I still want to wonder what I did wrong. I still want to hate HER. I still want to, but I just can’t. I still want to get out of the hole I fell into. I still want to stop having this mindset. I still want to be friends with you. I still want to laugh with you. I still want this pain to go away. I still want to. I wonder what I did wrong. i wonder what caused our relationship to go downhill. i wonder how you’re doing. i wonder if you really meant those words. i hate this feeling. i hate this place. i hate HIM. i hate HER. i hate THEM. i hate THAT place. i hate every memory of ALL of THEM. i hate it. i hate missing YOU. i hate remembering YOU. i hate everything. i hate myself the most.
