I can't cry when I think I need to.
When something bad happens to someone I don't feel anything like if a family member dies it doesn't bother me. also, I just realized how many people think im mean... and how many dont like me... I have wonderful friend's great parents and cool little brother but I still feel empty and like there is something wrong... when I was young I was always chatty and wanting to make friends with someone... now im just tired when someone told me their problems, I would always try to help them and fix it. now I just feel annoyed like... "its not my problem shut up." is what I want to say or "Im not your mom why are you telling me this??" I just wish people would stop talking sometimes... in class i get super overwhelmed sometimes and I find some peoples voices triggering also I cant let things go and I dont know why... I still remember all the peoples names that have been mean to me or dont like me... Is there something wrong??? I feel like im emotionally detached or something?? But when something happens to me it feels like the end of the {D}ucking world... I can't even decide my gender or sexuality Like I think I might be a girl but sometimes Im just nonbinary im not a guy IDK what im attracted to anymore Im just so confused.
