26.06.26 hello yall.. hope you all are doing well and good im going on a break for 1-3 weeks.. irl stuff haven't been so well and jolly lately and ive been thinking of so many things. i noticed ive been really ia since 2 weeks and have no motivation to do anything whether is it irl or online. my school reopened recently and ive been busy the whole day and have no time. my mother i dont know what shes expecting from me but it looks like ive been doing everything wrong.. im getting cameras in my room and spyware on the devices so she tracks everything.. also i feel like a horrible frnd not keeping in touch with my lomls and more. i don't know how to keep track of everything and manage time efficiently but im working on it. it doesn't even look and feel like last year has happened. i kept telling 2025 was ew. 2025 was my worst year. but that was all because of me. and this evan situation also made me realize how much enhypen actually meant to me and also in summer i realised how i shld start taking things seriously and stop wasting time. i love all my frnds and even though im not talking to u much please do know that im not showing it cuz of irl stuff and ill try my best to talk to you guys more. its crazy how many times ive said ily online and not even that much to my irls and parents. few of my lomls : sam, ishi, mina, ria, ella, cami, mei, hazel, saisa, may, ++ ++ ++ ++ ++ ++ ++ ++ a lot okay? (i cldnt list more as my laptop is gonna be taken away rn) socials : pin is going to be added soon. priv atm rblx (maybe inactive soon) : dc : vzmpdolle love, alexia. ilygssm ♡ please take care
