Mild vent lol... Hello! I just feel like I haven't had any motivation lately and I'm having a lot of problems with my friends... I'm not sure what to do... The school holidays are in 3 days so I will be able to draw but when the next year starts I don't know who or if I will be friends with anyone. I feel like all of my friends are drifting away... Sorry that I haven't been posting for sooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long and I promise that I will post more during the holiday...! I'm just currently very busy with so many things... I've been looking through my sketch book and I just seemed to notice that my art is just getting worse almost... I'll share a sketch book dump and I think you will see it too... I feel like I have no motivation and I'm putting less effort into my art... I mean my old ar I was proud of and now... I just look at my art now and it justs looks to simple and effortless... I don't know what to do about this... I also feel really ignored by my friends... Like... I just feel alone, My friends all have other friends, I know it's ok for them to have other friends, But I wish I existed I guess... I don't know So yeah... That's what's important...
meow... Sadly one of my friends has left school (A), my other friend only talks to me on chat when she as nothing else to do and doesn't even notice me at school (B) and then one friend just doesn't talk to me anymore (C). i have one friend left, she's super nice (D) but my other friend is very overprotective and doesn't let us two hang out with her like 2 metres away... so... idk... I might just be a loner next year! :) I wouldn't mind that, I like being alone sometimes! <3333 UPDATE: Friend B says that she doesn't care about me anymore and says she couldn't care less about being my friend... :,(
