WARNING: I dunno, me inflicting anger on a stuffed toy and also parenting? Oh also mean words like crybaby also violent words kinda also theres like k1ll1ng mention im sorry So my mom saw me watch something on TV about...the new roblox game Animal Hospital...(yeah that, it dont want to explain further but it was abt uhh idk some k1ll3r stuff) And she got mad at me that im not supposed to watch it for my age and I got mad at that because I dont really want to stay to kid stuff because im growing older and i want to delve into stuff that's kinda more...idk mature?? However since im a sensitive crybaby I was crying...and idk what I said after that and then she told me to search 'content for 12 year old kids' and then I said she was being overprotective and I ran upstairs BUT THEN she called me to go down to explain why The reason is that on the news some student stabbed a student and another student started a shooting I told her I would never kill someone and she said she didnt say I will and I kinda crashed out and that made her say that its 'proof' and brought up an example that she was talking to dad without cursing but dad got angry and cursed anyway (girl you provoked him) And that hurt me because if I cry and break down again she's gonna say im becoming... I DONT KNOW A PHYSCOPATH??? I then ran upstairs locked my door and cried and hurt my stuffed toy because I cant go grab a weapon and end up in jail... I dont know but I think my mom is dehumanizing me with these news stuff etc but if I ever tell anything she's gonna use it against me
idk what to put here please tell me im not overreacting