ok so I made the decision to kill off jubilantpaw a while ago and took it into action about two days ago. i simply didn't have any ideas or motivation for him anymore, and tide felt so unoriginal to me, that i just made the decision to kill it off. additionally, i wanted a mc revive kit, just like i had last time. so i found mothkit and decided to apply, and i was first and became the roleplayer of mothkit. however, it's only been like 2-3 days and i already find myself remembering just how mild my excitement was last time mossclan revived. mothkit was also never intended to be a super active character. my plan was to grind out some apt and then just kinda leave him, do a few rps every now and then. however i just don't feel the same attachment to mothkit as i do with most of my characters. however, a kit from sorastar's death litter, symphonykit, caught my eye. i have several ideas for her and would like to apply, however i don't know if i should kill off moth or keep him. while i don't really want to be known as someone who kills off kit characters, especially since i just got mothkit, i really don't have a whole lot of hype for the mc revival. i feel like i was kinda under a delusion that it would be super cool because everyone was talking about it, but it's really not that exciting in my eyes. anyways, what should i do about this?
my options are: keep mothkit - apply for symphony and kill off moth if i win her - iiiiiii kill off mothkit now and take a bit of a break if i don't win symphony -