I might not be online for a few days or forever soon we will see. i am kinda in the dark right now with my situation. i am going to try to get help but that might mean i am not allowed to be on the internet for a bit I cant explain really i am going through on this website but i am gonna try to get through it and come back. i already took a break from youtube so yeah tbh i am terrified. Lol this is so rambly sorry