I ruined everything i hope you can forgive me im really sorry I just lost a friend because of me being selfish. When will i learn boundaries..? I should have never clicked that link I should have never tried to help ruggy Maybe if i didnt, then maybe my life would be fine. Its not like i didnt want to [...] before the chat its just that its kinda increased cause im getting more and more unstable and hurting more and more people so i feel like the fault is mine Dont blame yourselves for anything that happened And im really sorry for stressing you out Also @-_-PeaceLoveOrcas-_- please forgive me i beg I shouldnt have sent you that i was being selfish I knew that it would stress you I dont know why i did I left the server so there could be some peace there Im so sorry for doing that Also everyone If you see this Im sorry..