"As of 6/19/26 @LuhvBugg_ is officially gone and inactive. They will check in every few DAYS. Not minutes, not seconds, DAYS. So please do not bombard them with tons of mail. Also, @LuhvBugg_ has stated they will not be coming back. They stated they will be getting help in terms of what their latest project was. (Unfortunately taken down due to "being disrespectful" and "inappropriate"). @LuhvBugg_ wishes the most and prays for all who followed them in their journey to live great and happy lives." Is the comment I posted 3 days ago in my profile comments. And it's true, I am officially quitting, I have said many times before that I was and/or needed a break, but now I have made that decision official, I AM QUITTING. But why, you may be asking? Well, I am currently going through an identity crisis, I feel as if I'm seeking attention and then hating when I actually get the attention, my motivation has dropped severely, I have no energy, stress in general, no ideas.. I'll just list them below. - - - Reasons! 1. Stress So recently I have been stressing over the smallest things and I feel as if I'm not valid for it, I think they are stupid things for me to stress over, but I still stress anyways. I am also stressing over something VERY personal and I cannot share. (But I'll try my best to explain without giving it away exactly, and if you get it, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do NOT say it in the comments, now you can say "oh, I understand it" etc etc, but please don't give it away immediately.. :/ (yes this applies to you, Avery)) - - - 1.1 The "ADDICTION"! So.. this is where I try to explain without giving it away directly. Currently I am trying to force myself away from that website, yes, It's made me feel good, but at what cost? I'm wasting my time and energy on it for more than 5+ HOURS a day on it, it messes with my sleep schedule but yet, I know I'll just continue using it anyways. SICKENING ISN'T IT? - - - 2. No Energy/Motivation (plus 0 ideas) I just don't have the energy or motivation to post anymore. Neither do I have ideas, I try to take inspo, but I always feel like I straight up copy the inspo directly and it makes me feel disrespectful to the original post/project. (and owner) - - - 3. A Couple Recent and Tragic Events. My ex reached out again, I spoke to him. I feel kinda chained in my relationship. I feel chained to a person that makes me sick. An ex-friend reached out again and confessed. (which I'm not mad about, it's the fact this is the 3RD TIME!) I just feel stuck in this loophole of absolute doom and despair, there is NOTHING I can do, I constantly go back and interact as if I like these people. (Except my BF) I don't like you guys, please let me free.. - - - Aftermath! The aftermath has left me feeling empty and disgusted with myself, no matter who I talk to or who makes me happy, I still feel thing deep, dark, painful feeling in my stomach as if they're only there for me because they feel bad for me because I'm PATHETIC. I'm stupid and wasted everyone's time just for me to quit and probably just give up on my life in general. I hope you can understand why I'm quitting now, thank you for your time, Levi Out. <3
I care about you. <3
