~ { this might get long but ill try to keep it brief !! } ~ ~`✦ i graduated today !! ive never been so happy ,, sad and nostalgic at the same time !! <:33 im going to my dream school next year ,, but im leaving behind sooosososo many friends and memories and its made me realize how much of this year i spent caught up in my self doubt..... there are so many amazing people in my grade and i overlooked all of them because i felt like i could never fit in ,,... we were signing yearbooks and one of my old friends was like 'yo can i sign your yearbook !? ' and i was like 'ofc twin !! ' and she was a friend who litterally meant so much to me because she helped me through a rlly rough time but wed hardly talked this year despite being in the same class .... ANYWAY ,, while i was signing her yearbook she was like ,, 'btw i wrote like a paragraph about 5th grade' and i was like 'same !! i was thinking about what to write u last night!!' and it made me realize that all this time she still considered me one of her best friends and id thought shed moved on from me because i was too scared to talk to her </3 so if i can give you any advice for my younger followers but also anyone struggling the way my 13 y/o self did it would be this : ' dont try to hide and blend in. people will be drawn to your unique energy ,, you can be quiet and still make people laugh and talk with people and move out of your comfort zone <33 nobody is judging you for laughing too loud or having acne or saying something dumb. just be kind to others and if theyre not kind back dont waste your time on them ,, theyre most liekly going through something and are just lashing out .. be you . ' im going to say more personal things down here | | | v
another thing i struggled with was mental health tho i dont like talking about it online... but if youre having a rlly hard time pls remember to take care of yourself ,, even when you wish you were gone or you hate your reflection in the mirror you are sosoosso amazing and unique and wonderful ,, you will never truly know how much other people truly treasure you <33 take a break from the crazy ,, dance in the rain ,, cry in bed ,, lay in sun ,, have a long shower ,, be creative ,, feel your emotions and express yourself in the ways that make you feel alive ,, not just the ways that make you happy because sometimes you need to be sad and angry and frustrated at the world around you to see the light ! for me it was my friends and therianthropy ( ik i never talk about it but ye im a therian lol hate or dont idc ) that brought me out of my depression but for you itll be something unique so explore your identity and dont make scared to make mistakes !! your doing great,, ~ angel
