I know I said I was gonna be taking a break but I need advice. Idk what to think so please just read this and comment if you have any advice. I have had a friend on the Internet for three years I was around 11 at the time but I am not sure it was a while ago. We met on Roblox I got her number and we have been talking almost every day. Tonight she told me she lied she was not the same age as me she was two years younger then me. We texted for a while but decided we should get some sleep and continue the conversation in the morning. I am not mad at her she was nine when she lied and was to scared to tell the truth. But idk if I should continue texting her. If feels wrong to talk to someone so much younger I ranted to her and she ranted to me about everything. She is telling me the only thing she lied about was her age and a part of me believes her but I don't know if I should. She has been there for me for years and I want to say I have been there for her. I dont like to admit it but she has helped me through so much but something feels wrong. It feels like I did something wrong and it would be wrong to keep talking to her like I have been. She also keeps telling me she is mature for her age and I do think she is but that's bugging me I think cause everyone told me that I was mature and it was never a good thing I'm so confused and I feel so stupid for trusting her so easily and I think she feels bad as well but I can never be sure. Sadly I am not a mind reader. Any advise would be greatly appreciated (Rn I am 15 she is 12 turning 13 September) I think should I try to fix this or should I try to get a life TT
I don't want likes or hearts I just need advice Update and my last post. I told my therapist what is going on. Tbh it was really hard and I am still drained. I made my mom cry and that broke me. And I am no longer allowed to be around anything sharp or mediciney. :P