What hurts the most is that I know you're not coming back and I have to sit here and pretend I'm okay. I have to sit there and watch you fall more in love with him every single day. And I just have to say I'm alright. I have to sit there knowing that you're going to leave me. I can't help counting down the days. The days until you leave us. Leave me. And that’s not even the worst part. The worst part is…no else understands. How could they? At this point, it’s just me. Because no one gets it, no one understands what I’m going through. Sometimes, I wish that things could just go back to the way they were before we had to move. Before everything went crazy. The way it was before everyone started ignoring me. Before everyone left. I suppose that's the reality, isn't it? Everybody leaves. Except me. It must be some cruel form of torture to have everyone leave and to force me to watch it. To watch everyone, I ever loved just leave. Leave me. Abby why do you have to leave?
Click the green flag. Let me know what you think. AllyAuthor <3 "I say, "I'm okay" 'Cause they wouldn't care anyway And I could try to explain But my effort's in vain, they can't relate." -Fat Funny Friend by Maddie Zahm-
