Lyrics: Tapping my fingers on the desk Lights blazing in my eyes The fluorescent stings today Yeah see you walk in the class Oh why am I smiling like that? My friend smirks she knows Oh screw it!!!! Everyone here’s so cool So smart have it all figured out I still have no clue Although it’s June Best friends crowd around me We joke about random things Sketch drawings on the board Other kids laugh at it This feels like a breezy anime Although it’s just reality Made so much new friends Learned so much new things Managed something myself Oh look I am finally a teen Cringy songs play We laugh anyways Bring out the takis And the other chips We’ll laugh we’ll talk Cause let’s be real This is not school but a fair So come with me My heart is beating Is this truly it? Do I deserve this success? Do I deserve these friends? I tried my best And I made it now Trying Trying Trying Trying Trying my absolute best Caring Caring Caring Endlessly for you All of you (I can’t let you down, no time for doubts) I’ll refresh my mindset Maybe I’ve been too reckless So I’ll be polite anyway Even if you make me want to say “im so done with trying!!!” Trying Trying Trying never ending trying Cause that’s what got me here Now I have no fear Rumors go around Whispers in the hall Random jokes spread so fun let’s be real (we are here for this) (Being an extrovert is fun dang it) But I still get shy around you sometimes Even though we are best friends I wish I can say it No debating Just let the words slip… So I’ll never be done trying Never be done fighting And I’ll push myself on and on Until the break of the last dawn You will be my side In the brightest day and the darkest night So I only got here…because I…tried
Explanation: so basically this song is a summary of my school year, the fun I had, the friends I made, the experiences I had, etc. It is saying how although things are hard, we keep trying for ourselves and the people we care about.