I'm laying in bed, And I'm laughing about what was said, Everyone said you need to make some friends, At least one or two, No one tells you about the end, And I don't think I ever want to do this again. 'Cause my soul turns blue at the mere thought of you, You were perfect, Me and You, I remember, Dancing in the streetlights, crossing red lights, crying happy tears at night, And now it feels like the most wonderful sight. I can see you in bed, And its agonizing for my mind, It was perfect, Everything was okay, But now I'm alone, And you no longer sing along, Why did it have to end so soon, Was it the distance or us, Was it destiny or simply lack of trust? I'm crying because my souls blue, And its all because of you, I'm lying in bed, And its no longer a warm body in my hand, Rather cold metal, Every tear acts out like a thriller, 'Cause I'm thinking of you, Why did it have to happen so soon? I want to try, I want to try, Having someone like you again, 'Cause you wanted me not to d!e, And now I'm, Dancing in the streetlights (alone), Crossing red lights (Hoping no one calls 911), 'Cause the will to live has gone up in flames, And I don't know who the hells to blame, Crying tears at night. I don't want you to go, I want you to stay, Stay forever so that I can be okay, And thats why the question in my mind just rewinds, If I die... Will you stay? I know I'll never be okay, But if at least the memory of You and Me stays, Maybe I can pretend I'm okay, Maybe I'll feel less insane, Because I'm losing you bit by bit, And I can't remember your full name, What you used to find lame, But your still in my head, Like an ember, Enough to cause damage but not enough to last, And now I look at the stars, And I wonder what pulled us apart. 'Cause my souls oh so blue, You were perfect, Me and You, I can't remember, Dancing in the streetlights, crossing red lights, crying happy tears at night, And now it feels like the most agonizing idea. I want to go away, And there used to be a voice that said but.. Now its gone, 'Cause that my dear friend was you, So I wonder how long until my souls so blue that it just finally drowns.
Dislaimer: A bit problematic themes
